With her new single “BOTP,” Toronto-based artist Kathy Katouzi delivers a dive into the mess and magic of becoming. Taken from her debut album I AM, the track stands powerfully on its own — a musical and emotional exorcism that refuses to flinch.
From the opening moments, “BOTP” throws you into a disorienting swirl of chopped-up voices and eerie textures, like channel-surfing through someone’s subconscious. What follows is a shape-shifting journey of bold synths, haunting melodies, and vocals that tremble with both defiance and vulnerability.
There’s an incredible amount of effort behind the production, and it shows. Every layer, from the jagged edges to the warped effects, is meticulously placed, but never overworked.
Lyrically, the song is confessional but controlled, a confrontation with fear, identity, and inner wounds. It doesn’t just expose weakness; it reclaims it. There’s a quiet power in the way Katouzi delivers her lines, as if she’s piecing herself together mid-song.
And just as the momentum peaks, “BOTP” cuts out – suddenly, sharply. The silence hits like a gut punch, leaving a tension that doesn’t resolve, only lingers. It’s unsettling in the best way. You’re left longing for more, unsure if you’ve witnessed the end of something or the beginning.